Journey of my Knowing

  Life has a funny way of revealing its deeper truths as we journey through it. Especially after crossing the forty-five year mark, there’s a profound shift in perspective. Each day becomes a classroom, every stumble a lesson, and every challenge an invitation to evolve. We fall, we rise, and we move into the next phase, often carrying the scars and wisdom of battles fought within. Some of these battles, particularly those emotional ones, are far from easy. The pain and panic can linger for days, sometimes even shifting our entire perception of life, its meaning, and our place within it. There’s a dawning realization: life, when we try to rigidly hold it in our hands, feels incredibly difficult. But when we learn to surrender to the universe? It transforms into a playful, dynamic dance. We often believe we're the sole architects of our destiny, meticulously planning and executing every step. And yes, our effort matters. But only partially. True manifestation, true ease, truly unfol...

  Have you ever noticed the profound difference between the cacophony of a bustling city and the quiet stillness of a mountaintop? In the city, a symphony of horns, chatter, and hurried footsteps surrounds you. The air feels heavy, and the constant press of people can leave you feeling jostled and overwhelmed. Now, imagine yourself in the heart of a mountain range. Here, the air is crisp, the only sounds are the rustle of leaves or a distant bird call, and there's ample space to simply be . There's a natural calmness that permeates everything, a deep sense of quietness that invites introspection. This striking contrast isn't just about our physical environment; it's a powerful metaphor for our internal world. The City of the Mind vs. The Mountain of Awareness Our minds, much like a busy city, can often be cluttered with a relentless stream of thoughts, feelings, and emotions. Worries about the past, anxieties about the future, and the constant processing of daily even...

  The Unspoken Language of Being Human I see an old man, his steps slow and deliberate along the roadside. A young man, his eyes hollow with hunger, lurks in the shadows. Suddenly, a glint of silver. The old man fumbles, and a coin rolls from his grasp, unnoticed. The young man's hand darts out, quick as a hawk. He has the coin, and he melts back into the dimness. My mind reels. Both actions, the old man's unawareness and the young man's desperation, feel wrong. "Unsane," I'd called them, a betrayal of what a human should be. But then, a quiet voice inside me asks, Why? Why was the old man so unaware? And why was the young man so hungry he felt he had no choice? Maybe, just maybe, understanding their stories is more important than judging them. This, I realize, is the first step in developing awareness – a quality I believe is crucial for us, modern humans. The Monk in My Living Room My own heart yearns for silence. Imagine, a whole day without a single word...

  The Unseen Threads: How Prayer Unravels Our Decisions Have you ever felt like you're just going through the motions, making decisions on autopilot, without truly understanding the 'why' behind them? In our fast-paced world, it's easy to get caught in a reactive cycle, where our minds are constantly responding to external pressures. For me, my morning prayer isn't just a ritual; it's the moment when the unseen threads that weave through our thoughts and decisions begin to unravel, revealing a different way to navigate life. Caught in the Current: The Survival Mechanism of Thought Our minds are incredibly adaptive. Faced with the constant flux of social and economic conditions, they've developed a powerful survival mechanism . Thoughts pop up as ideas, often reflecting the immediate demands and anxieties of our environment. We get swept into an "autopilot" mode, making decisions almost instinctively. This creates a fascinating chain effect . Our ch...

We humans are complex beings, capable of profound love and breathtaking creativity. Yet, often, we find ourselves trapped in cycles of negativity, our inner peace eroded by forces we may not fully understand. Look closely, and you'll often find at the root of this unease a trio of interconnected culprits: comparison, attachment, and desire. These aren't inherently evil. Comparison, in its simplest form, helps us learn and understand differences. Attachment can foster deep bonds and care. Desire can fuel ambition and drive us toward growth. However, when these natural tendencies become unchecked and exaggerated, they morph into insidious forces that steal our joy and poison our relationships. The Poison of "More": The Trap of Comparison In our hyper-connected world, the highlight reel of everyone else's life is constantly on display. We scroll through feeds filled with seemingly perfect vacations, flawless achievements, and picture-perfect relationships. This const...

Finding Your Inner Calm: Decluttering Thoughts and Cultivating Positive Energy Many of us know that quiet magic of the early morning – the stillness before the world wakes, the potential for a moment of silence, perhaps a quiet prayer or reflection. In these moments, we can touch a deep sense of inner peace and tranquility. It feels like coming home to ourselves. Yet, the demands of daily life often pull us away from this state. We find ourselves rushing, caught in the necessary pursuit of "bread and butter," our minds buzzing with an endless stream of thoughts. It's easy to get lost in this mental clutter. If we look closely, our minds are often filled only with thoughts – plans, worries, replays of conversations, judgments. These thoughts, if we feed them with energy, can easily surface as feelings and powerful emotions, sometimes positive, often stressful or negative. The Challenge of the Cluttered Mind Living with a constantly cluttered mind is exhausting. It's l...