Journey of my Knowing

  Mother, She is beautiful and wonderful,  She cares and nurtures every creature on this earth,  She hears the pains and worries of life.  She gives strong mindset at critical times,  She never show her superiority,  She didnt like the pomp and vanity,  She has the ability to understand others,  She has the ability to guide and lead.  She protects from the pain and worries.  She removes from the pain and worries. She is most beautiful.  She is playful like child also. She gives the knowledge to her deity. She is attractive women yet respected.  She is playful. She removes the ignorance. She removes the evilness of the deity, She is mother of all.   

I was born in a village, I had abundant love from my mother, father, grandmother, grandfather, and brother from all relatives, they adore my playfulness, they like my small funs which I make with them, slowly the amount of love reduced from me, I am reduced to express them with others, only with my mother expression of love keep continued, she was with me as I grow, she was sharing her love to me as well, I went to college, it happens that I was fall in love with the lady, but that lady doesn't aware I am in love with her and I didn't say to her as well. That suppression created more trauma in me that love busted in me I was psychologically I'll at some point, it was a very sad moment in my life almost a decade that trauma didn't leave. What I understand from this point is an expression of love which you carry should be done, suppression creates pain and rejecting her, is not the problem, you should accept you have been rejected by them, then you can flow li...