Journey of my Knowing

  Mother, She is beautiful and wonderful,  She cares and nurtures every creature on this earth,  She hears the pains and worries of life.  She gives strong mindset at critical times,  She never show her superiority,  She didnt like the pomp and vanity,  She has the ability to understand others,  She has the ability to guide and lead.  She protects from the pain and worries.  She removes from the pain and worries. She is most beautiful.  She is playful like child also. She gives the knowledge to her deity. She is attractive women yet respected.  She is playful. She removes the ignorance. She removes the evilness of the deity, She is mother of all.   

It was the deeper question every spiritual seeker asks to themselves, isn't it? Sometimes I used to ask myself also? And I have tried to find the answer by reading many books! As I asked this question to myself and tried to find the answer. I needed to experience it fully. Who Am I?  I have a car, I have a good job, I have a lovely son, I have a lovely mother, I worship a lovely goddess, I have decent wealth, this Who Am I talking about my material status! There is another version of Who Am I? I am not the body, I am not the blood, I am not the senses, I am not the fleshes, I am not the bones, I am not the Ojas! Then Who Am I?  Then after reading many books on spirituality, I came to know, I am awareness, I am witnessing the happenings of life, I am just awareness or consciously witnessing myself. The answer sounds simple but it has a deeper meaning. You walk on the road you see the accident,your mind is agitated by seeing the event, isn't it? If you are getting attached to th...

How to find the inner peace? The very critical question, did anyone asked to yourself? How to find the inner peace? This a small attempt from my side to attain inner peace! I was reading Jidhu Krishna Murthy's books and Osho's books As I start reading the books I came across a few words Desire, Comparison, Search, Identity, Awareness and Die to the past. These important words have a significant impact on inner peace, but how? This is what I understood and tried to explain to you all. Now we talk about No Desire, what if we don't have the desire, how do our lives change, we don't have to wear white robes to talk about this but it is important to stay without having negative desires at least, I am desired for a car then I will be in a position to start working for the money because I desire for the car, now we have a question, having a desire for the car is wrong?  Not absolutely, we can desire for our food, shelter, clothes and basic need for our life. Too much desire cr...

 Father  i need to poop😃,I am driving my car, wait i will find the right place for you, he said no i will go in western toilet🤔, no it is not possible we are nearing to forest. Ok fine i will manage, i was calm, then we reached thada forest, we parked the car and started trekking, it is the first trekking with my son, starting he was feeling super cool, it is jus normal road! Nishit said, he was curious to know what next, i cannot control his excitement and trekking experience, he walked 20 minutes he started feeling the heat and he saw many terrains coming towards him. Slowly i was able to fulfill his expectations, now he want to poop😂, but don't know, he never experienced pooping in forest😉, then i created real story, in the school camp you have to experience pooping like this😎  He pooped in to the forest finally, he was able to walk with me, but endurance is missing with Nishit, he became tired easily, even though he is sportsman he doesn't know to sustain the ene...

  As I do my morning walk, i hear song of heart, only i can listen, nobody can hear to that song. As I listen to the song, makes me to feel good. Because the song is good. Heart loves me so much, Heart cares me so much. It gives me happiness by repeating the song. Do you hear the song in your heart? How do you feel while heart is singing to you? “When the tongue is silent, the mind speaks; When the mind is silent, the heart sings; When the heart stops singing, the Soul begins to experience its original Self.” This quote from the unknown makes me to feel, many experience the song in the heart as i experienced. Do you experience song in your heart?

It is been almost 20 years, and I have been impacted by mental health. I want to see back how I was as a human, and how I have evolved now. Lots of improvement in my mental health. Able to communicate, understand well, and respond well. I met Mary in college, I was in love with her, she was a silent and calm person, I am in love with her I don't know to express my love.  Every day I come to college by cycle, and she walks opposite me in the corridor I see the beauty in her, even though she has the glance, I believe that she is in love with me. 3rd year of my college, there was a cricket match with college department teams, I was bowling the first over everyone is making fun of me, and criticizing my bowling, I make more wide balls, fortunately, I bowled well everyone appreciated my bowling. I assumed Mary could have been aware of superb bowling in the matches she saw me with a big smile today, and my assumption about love between us increased more. Completed 3rd-year ex...

Have you hugged your child?, your wife?, or your mother?, How much do you feel love in that hug? When a playing child fell and got severely injured mother will bring the child close to her and hugs them, and the child immediately stops the cry and starts playing.  The love between partners when they miss each other when they meet after a long time hug between them shows how much they missed in their life.  Why the hug is so powerful and natural? If The man was missing the hug with his child and partner for a long time. He was longing for a long time he was not able to express it, he remembers while others hug their partners and child.  Sometimes he has a mother to hug. He felt so precious when he hugs his mother. But he sees the difference between the hug,  Hugs between a mother, hugs between a child, and hugs between a partner, are huge differences and differences in love.  Differed from person to close one, person to a child, and person to friend....